Sunday, August 05, 2007

At Present

I haven't written anything in a long time, but someone recently told me that they still check my blog for updates! Aww you missed me! So here we go:

Let's see, in the past five months, I've:

Joined a volleyball league
Resumed therapy (more on why later)
Started training for a half marathon
Taken a chemistry class to fulfill a nursing school requirement - and earned an A!
Not gone on one date (shocking I know, but more on this, too)
Attended church services more frequently and starting to get involved with a group

I think that's it. Oh and someone with whom I used to have intimacy and not a relationship has been back in touch, but I've made a commitment to myself to not resume that whole deal. It would just be taking a step backwards. Very tough decision, but I think it'll pay off in the end.

So where am I now. On the verge of greatness. Ready to start school, but scared and unsure of the finances involved. A little lonely. Made some new friends and had to dismiss a few (due to totally incompatible moral values). Feeling really pretty good about myself and where I am emotionally and physically. Mentally confident from taking a ridiculously intense chemistry class. Excited about learning to kayak next weekend in Newport, RI. Stocked with enough Lean Cuisine to ease my anxiety.

I'll get more into some details later, but for now I must lift my freaking ass off at the gym. Later!