Saturday, August 27, 2005

Terror and Bumps

As I type this, I am sitting on two bed pillows.

My tailbone (or "coccyx" for my fellow pharmacy chums) is a little bruised. Not from any "indoor fun", unfortunately, but a roller coaster. Yeah, I hurt my ass on this amusement park ride.



The whole family visited Canobie Lake Park today. It started off innocently enough (doesn't it always?). My sister and one of my nephews rode the carousel while her husband and my older nephew watched from a bench.

Meanwhile, my mom and I surveyed the scene and decided to get on a ride that looked pretty tame. We should have listened to the screams before we got on. Basically, it was a ride from hell that we had no business being on. Mom and I squeezed into a car, and we knew that these cars would go around and around in a circle and maybe tilt up a bit for a thrill. Tilt up? Try almost tip over! By the second turn, I was screaming like I was being mugged, and holding on for dear life. Mom confessed she closed her eyes because she simply couldn't handle seeing what was happening. When the ride ended, we sat in the car for a minute, stunned and trying to recover. If you go, it's to the left of the carousel and probably has a name like DeathWhip or something similiar to that.

Later on, a few of us decided to jump on the roller coaster. One chickened out so I had to ride alone or with a stranger. My companion ended up being a 10 year old boy whose first words to me were, "Is this safe?" After my previous scare, I was the last one to ask for reassurance. But he seemed pretty nervous (Um, hello, where were mom or dad?) so I got him situated with his hat and sunglasses and got us both buckled in tight. He said he didn't think he was going to finish the ride alive. I told him I was a big chicken, so he would be in fine company.

He started to groan as we lumbered up the track. I told him he could grab my hand if he felt really scared. Little did I know that I would be grabbing the bar in a death grip, screaming my lungs out on the first down hill. We were whipped around and down hills again, and I honestly didn't think my heart could take it. The little boy yelled, "MOMMY!" I yelled back, "It's okay, we're okay!". At that point I was probably reassuring myself more than anyone.

At one point I was up in the air, and then was slammed back down into the wooden seat. I was very happy when the ride was over, and the boy said to me, "We made it. We're alive!"

We got off the ride and as I walked to a bench to reunite with the family members who didn't go on the ride, my tailbone felt very sore. Hurt to walk, hurt to sit. Luckily my sister had some Tylenol so I could make it through the next few hours.

More on the weekend and a twist of fate with an attractive law student later.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Waiting it Out

Pookie has disappeared, someone from the past has reappeared, and I am having nostalgic thoughts of something great with someone else that just could not be worked out.

Oh, and the little girl next door keeps telling me I should get married.

With all of that going on, I am choosing to focus on my next run. I can't control all of the above, so I will think about setting up my next set of challenges. Tomorrow I would like to run 4 miles, and as an incentive, I have a single serving box of animal crackers in the car waiting for me after the run. If I don't complete at least 3.5 miles, no animal crackers.

I still have a question, though. How come timing and feelings and people can't just all work out? I loved someone years ago. He decided one day that it wasn't to be. Seriously sucked. Years later, everything is supposed to be okay. Except years have passed and we're both different people now. I still don't know where this one is going.

I was falling in love with someone months ago. Like, truly hit me one morning and I cried, amazed that I could love again. He didn't feel the same. We had fun, affection, intimacy and what I thought was a connection. Nope. Not me, not this time.

And then Pookie, my friend, flirt partner, confidant, potential whatever, disappears for about two weeks. No where to be found. Pooks, if you're reading this, it had better be from a hospital bed on your laptop. Either that or you DID get eaten by sharks, and if so, I apologize for not buying the popsicles sooner.

Match.com is becoming a real nightmare. I'm emailing someone I blew off about a year ago. That's all the excitement I have from that.

So I focus on the run and mapping routes, which is harder than one would think. And I consider which race I will run next, and set a goal for it.

That's about it. Until some action happens, I'm just waiting it out.

Monday, August 15, 2005

Race Report

I titled this blog "A Long Walk", but I'm hoping that someday, "A Long Run" will take its place just as naturally.

I finished the race at 40:23. About how I thought I would. But I am still disappointed. I felt "off" about the whole thing all day. I never run in the evening, and when I do, I have some water, make a pit stop and get on the road (or the track or trail) and start running. In this race, there were so many participants that I had to arrive an hour early, find parking and get organized. Unfortunately, this led to being outside in hot and humid conditions, sweating.



I was concerned about drinking so much water that I would have an "urgent need" during the race, so I stopped fluids once I arrived to Veteran's Park. This was a mistake. Just after the first mile marker, I had stomach cramps - something I hadn't had since my very first days of beginning running. I pulled it together since my mom was just a block ahead, ready with her camera (gotta love Mom) and waiting for me to run by. She snapped a few pics, it gave me a little lift, and I ran on.

Thankfully the water stop was just a few blocks ahead. As soon as the water hit my stomach, I felt back to my old self and felt instantly energized. That confirmed I was dehydrated. I grabbed another cup of water from a volunteer and slowed down very slightly to drink as much of it as I could. The volunteers shouted encouragement, and that was also very helpful.

After the downhill slope onto Canal Street, the cramps hit again. My breathing sounded like I had never heard it while running.

I asked my sister to stand at Gold's Gym with my nephews as I knew mile 2 would be a time for encouragement. My sister ALWAYS has bottles of water in the car or in her purse. I waved my arms and yelled, "Do you have any water?" Yeah, I'm quite the athlete, huh? I ran this race course twice on my own without any water, and suddenly I was ready to die on it.

She heard me but didn't understand what I said, so she smiled and stood up, the boys stood up and smiled. I practically screamed again, "DO YOU HAVE ANY WATER?" My sister said, "no". I said, "great!", the boys laughed, I thanked them for coming out, and ran on. It turned out one of my nephews had an emergency like one I was hoping to avoid, and my sister needed to dump out their usually constant water supply so he could have a place to relieve himself. She felt bad for not having any water, but I've never needed it before on a 5k run, so why would anything be different?

Luckily I got a surge of energy on the last uphill. I felt pretty good, was jazzed to see my 3 mile split time (right on track, even with all the dehydration cramping drama), so I ran with a little more pep up that last hill. I crossed the finish line but didn't feel any sense of accomplishment. All I could think was, "Wow, that sucked".

I unlaced my Champion Chip from my shoe and turned it in for my "Finisher's Prize", a nylon drawstring backpack sort of deal. I grabbed some water and a few sodas for later, and found a quiet spot in the shade to stretch. The post race refreshments were surprisingly ick, so I didn't partake.

Another runner wrote a very accurate race report on coolrunning.com. I edited out his personal info and added my comments.

"The starting line was located in downtown Manchester, NH – the core of an old mill city in the midst of a comeback. Streets are bustling with cafes and restaurants spilling out from under the eves of historic, turn of the century brick buildings. The starting line is in front of an urban park, replete with historic civic art and architecture, within which the thousands of runners gathered for the start. The Kenyans were bounding around, looking supernatural seeming to float above the pavement as they warmed up.

It was a wave start and I picked the ‘recreational runners’ wave. This was supposed to be for those who expected to finish the course between 23 and 28 minutes but in reality, served as a catch bin for all those who considered themselves not to be walkers
[This was me. I knew I couldn't finish in under 28, but there was no way I was going to be classified as a walker!]. I chatted with a lady standing next to me and she confided that the start would be choppy, lots of fits and starts, until the thousands of runners streamed out a bit and sorted themselves out.

The MC worked the crowd lightly until a minute or two before the gun. This was followed by a powerful, albeit dirge-slow rendition of the national anthem performed by some local lady talent. The money note at the end of the rendition got everyone in the right frame of mind, and by the end, the crowd was in an uproar and raring to go.

Moments later, the starting gun sounded. I walked the minute or two to the mats,
[There were so many runners that us recreational runners had to wait before we could even pass the start line. This is the purpose of the Champion Chip. The clock is running from the time the gun is fired, but you may not even get to the starting line for another two minutes. The chip records your time from when your foot passes over the start line and again at the finish line, resulting in your actual race time] chatting with the lady who I had spoken with earlier. She confided that she has run a triathlon this past weekend which made me doubt whether or not I could hang with her, in a running sense. She intimated that she was a seven’s gal, and told me she has run this race many times in the past, so I decided to attempt to stay at her pace and, hopefully, benefit from her experience (she weren’t bad looking, either – just sayin’).

The first ½ mile or so was interesting. I never would have imagined how many folks would flame out within the first half mile. It was difficult to navigate through this crowded, uneven field and I expended a great deal of energy maneuvering around the lurching and struggling, up on the sidewalk, back down onto the road, over grates and manholes, around trees, folks stopping or nearly so in groups several abreast – the tri-lady was right – this was a challenge.

The tri-lady, wee-lass, was more adept at navigating the crowd, and she pulled away over the first mile. I kept her in my sights, determined to reel her in when given a clear path through the crowd. After about a mile, the initial wave of flameouts faded into the distance. Finally, I could settle into comfortable pace.

The course was really easy – nice and flat for the most part. If it weren’t for the conditions (near 90 and humid) and the crowds I surely would have PR’s
[Personal Record] . Unfortunately, it was not meant to be, and I knew so when I crossed the first mile marker with an 8:10 split.

The second mile was a dream – gradual downhill, straight even pavement – plenty of onlookers cheering us on. There was what appeared to be an open hydrant, or perhaps a fire hose geysing cool jets of city water over the course. That was a wonderful antidote to the oppressive heat and humidity and I slowed the pace to linger there longer than I maybe should have
[I stayed clear of the fire hose. I didn't think running in sopping shoes would help me].

I lost track of the tri-lady somewhere around the two-mile marker. By this point, many of the recreational runners, and some of the ‘competitive runners’ (you could tell who was who by the color of their numbers) were walking. This was another novelty, and I expect something you only see in very large races. In my previous two races I had never seen so many otherwise fit looking people just give up and start walking – especially with a two mile split of around 15 minutes. I expect there was a lot of overzealousness over those first two miles and many were paying for their initial pacing errors
[It's a common mistake for runners to start out very fast, then burn out less than halfway into a race. I was aware that this can happen to even the most experienced runners, so I was careful to maintain my normal pace].

In any event, the course wandered down near the historic mill section of the city, down by the river. At the three-mile mark, it took an abrupt left and presented a largish hill as the final obstacle to the finish line. I had my usual kick and pelted up the hill at a good clip, feeling pretty good all around and passing lots of folks.

This was indeed the easiest course I’ve run and the best I’ve felt at the end of the race. The tri-lady ended up finishing about quite a ways behind me - I must have passed her somewhere after the two mile mark. Sadly, my time wasn’t as good as could have been. The heat, the crowds were too much to overcome and I finished 8 seconds behind my PR that I had set the previous week on a much tougher course.

That’s ok, though- it was an interesting experience I’m glad to have under my belt – though I’m sticking to the smallish races from now on."




Big Apple Runners Win Cigna 5K

The 13th annual Cigna Healthcare Corporate 5K Road Race drew nearly 4,000 runners to downtown Manchester on Thursday. The men's winner was 23-year old Alene Reta of New York, NY with a time of 14:22. Guor Majak of Concord came in second place at 15:01. The women's winner was 25-year old Alemtsehay Misganan, also from New York, NY. She finished with a time of 16:15. This is the third largest road race in New England, behind the Boston Marathon and the Falmouth Road Race. Source: WMUR Channel 9

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Today is the Race!

The CIGNA 5K Road Race starts in a few hours. I got my race number and my chip earlier this afternoon and the roads have started to be closed off to traffic.

I'm a little nervous, but prepared. My mom (a CIGNA employee) will be directing traffic at one of the side streets, so I'll be looking for her to wave to. My sister and my nephews will also be along the race course to provide encouragement (and make it more fun for me), so that will be great.

The temperature now is 89 degrees, but around 6 pm it should be around 87, with a dew point of 61. This means the race will be hot but not with stifling humidity.

I've run the race course twice, and it's a nice, mostly flat course (or at least no very steep hills). What will feel strange is that I have always run on the sidewalk, and now I will be in the road! I think that will make it easier.

It's estimated to be approximately 6,000 race participants this year. I will be ahead of many but behind a lot, too! I don't have a time goal set, I'm using this as my 5K benchmark time to beat. Different factors affect race times (running a coordinated race may result in a different time than running the same distance alone), so my plan is to run this normally and see what happens.

To give y'all an idea, the slowest finisher usually has a 1 hour 15 min time. The winner completes it in about 14 minutes. I expect my time to be about 40-45 minutes, running non-stop.

It's a big event, so there will probably be news coverage on WMUR tonight at 11! Among the 6,000 participants, look for the blond ponytail in a hot pink Adidas shirt!
View my separate FITNESS BLOG! I'll maintain both blogs, so if fitness doesn't really interest you, stay updated here on my weekend and dating scene!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Have Another Laugh at My Expense

For those of you entertained by my dating misfortune (I'll admit, most of it is pretty funny), here's an update on the micropenis doctor, "Mic".

I received an instant message from him late last night. He might be closer to acknowledging his physical problem, since he is now touting other uh, skills. If I've ever told you the story (way too graphic to recount here), you know that Mic also has some serious issues in the oral department.

Mic's screen name has been edited for your humor.

micropenis: hey you

feistybut_sweet: hi?

micropenis: do you not know who this is

feistybut_sweet: yes I know
feistybut_sweet: what's up?

micropenis: i am getting a hot tub this week

feistybut_sweet: cool
feistybut_sweet: that should be fun

micropenis: want to come and play
micropenis: i will do as you like ... the oral thing LOL
micropenis: under water LOL

feistybut_sweet: [name edited] you don't like it

micropenis: for you i will like it

feistybut_sweet: it's not the same

micropenis: i am trainable

feistybut_sweet: you think it's gross

micropenis: no i do not

feistybut_sweet: you can't train someone to love eating pussy

micropenis: i never said that... if you recall.. i said i don;t mind It is just not my favorite thing.... it was not the act of doing it... it was how you were acting

feistybut_sweet: well that's the way I act
feistybut_sweet: I like getting my pussy eaten and I expect enthusiasm out of my partner.

micropenis: ok you should try again

feistybut_sweet: believe me
feistybut_sweet: you will never love it
feistybut_sweet: it's either in you or it's not

feistybut_sweet: hey do you know any vascular surgeons? [I thought if I was putting up with this crap, I could at least get some medical side benefit out of it! Now back to the nausea.]

micropenis: not true

feistybut_sweet: i think we're better off friends
feistybut_sweet: not romantic partners

micropenis: try me rn't ypu horny

feistybut_sweet: we're not sexually compatible

micropenis: please
micropenis: lol
micropenis: brb

I signed off. It's kind of sad, really. He's a lot of fun, attractive, very generous... but you can't fake pleasure and no one should have to. I would like to be friends with Mic, but as you saw, he's not having it.

Friday, August 05, 2005

Eerily accurate

Jung Test Results


Extroverted (E) 55.56% Introverted (I) 44.44%
Sensing (S) 58.06% Intuitive (N) 41.94%
Thinking (T) 71.05% Feeling (F) 28.95%
Judging (J) 72.41% Perceiving (P) 27.59%

type score type behavior motivation
9 26 I must be peaceful and easy to get along with to be happy.
7 20 I must be high and entertained to be happy.
8 20 I must be strong and in control to be happy.
1 17 I must be perfect and good to be happy.


ESTJ - "Administrator". Much in touch with the external environment. Very responsible. Pillar of strength. 8.7% of total population.
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Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 56%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||| 50%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||| 33%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||| 30%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||| 46%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||| 50%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Your main type is 9
Your variant is sexual
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